Maria is also in mourning for one little thing that I may have a part in... It is I believe referred to as a MISSION?? Yea, that sounds right. Okay, so here is the sweet n' condensed version of the story. Once upon a time I was having an inner dilemma that boiled down to me not having a clue what to do with my existence. I was trying to figure out what grand adventure I wanted to undertake in school and life. apparently however, the big guy upstairs had some pretty crazy plans for me. It first came as an overwhelming desire to help people. I was just itching to serve and to help others improve their lives. Already having crossed out the whole mission option in my mind I thought study abroad or a service trip to Africa perhaps??? With more study and prayer however, the answer to my soul searching became apparent. I needed to serve a mission. Shock. I think I am still in that state of frozen shock. My toes can wiggle now but other then that I still cant believe it. Once I decided that a mission was in the stars for me, I sprinted and leaped through the application process. I knew that if I gave myself time to freak I just might. My family still thinks I am insane I am pretty sure (Maria, visit them often while I am away, they always loved you more anyways). I had everything done within a month and a half. Then, the call arrived. Bless Marias heart (for many reasons pertaining to this). She drove me two hours home that weekend whilst I had a series of panic attacks. We pulled up to my house, both knowing that within the hour, we would know just how soon these two best buds would be saying goodbye for awhile. It was all a flurry of excitement, tears and relief. I have been called to serve in the CLEVELAND OHIO mission! I leave March 5th and I am nervous, excited and just overall freaked out and unprepared! I know that this is what I am supposed to be doing with my life at this moment in time and I am so looking forward to sharing the true gospel and love of God with his children in Ohio.
Maria just might get married, have ten kids and be living the dream when I get back (I advise against that however hehe). Isnt it kind of funny how life is like that? One moment you are coasting along side your mostest dearest soul mate sista, and life seems just peachy, sometimes a little pickley but you are side by side nonetheless. Then the next moment the tracks split in two and you find yourself slowly drifting, not in a different direction but a few inches apart from that bestest friend. Well I know that it will probably be mostly pickley and lemony for the first little while after I leave, but the comforting part is that, even thousands of miles apart, we will still be best friends, soul mates, and joined at the hip crazies. Also, LETTERS?!?! Yea... epic (those might be the only thing to keep me alive), they will only make the heart grow fonder aye? I know that we will be a great and unique support to each other as life throws us lemons and peaches. So come what may because these two gals have got each others backs! Well I love You all! Maria hasn't seen this yet, don't get too mad Maria, I probably went way over the length limit just rambling!
Love always, Brookie



